Hi! I finally did it!
I have procrastinated this website for almost 2 years. I was super excited when I first opted-in for someone to create a done-for-you site, all I had to do was personalize it.
Not sure now why I even put it off, then when I started to jump in, it felt hard and my mindset stayed with the “this is going to be hard and take forever” to do. So it never got done.
The real underlying mindset and blocks were much deeper.
Fear…. isn’t it always some underlying fear that is our biggest block?
- Fear of putting myself out there
- Fear of not being good enough, or enough at all
- Fear of failure
- Fear of who am I to think I can DO all this
And no it has not taken me 2 years to figure all those fears out, but it has taken that long for me to finally leap out of my comfort zone and jump in 100%!
Let myself be seen, heard, vulnerable…be real with myself and write down all the skills that I DO have and I AM good at, in fact, some I am pretty damn amazing at!
So here I am…all of me.
I am not going to hold back anything, this will be my little sacred place where I throw it all at and choose to believe that I am safe, support and loved by Spirit so very deeply that it will be amazing!
I think sometimes when we finally realize that we are on a self-discovery, self-development journey we get caught up in it. Almost like an addiction.
We want more….
To learn more, feel more, grow more, expand more…all of it. The next course, the next book, the next event or retreat. It almost becomes a high to know that we are doing it all. And suddenly, you realize that yes you have gone deeply internal, healed & released a ton of bullshit, expanded and grown immensely.
What have you DONE with it all?
It is our responsibility to remember our essence, our true self, discover our passions and desires, co-create our dream lives. But it is also our responsibility to step out of our new comfort zone of personal development and IMPACT others, raise the collective consciousness & serve our purpose.
Even when I first spoke this out loud… I was on a video call with a dear Goddess, half-way across the globe, as I was driving. ( I love you, Dawn!) We were just having a chat and I had this brewing for a day or so, but not in any real depth, until I started talking about it.
But here I waited weeks again…before I am now speaking my truth and admitting that I was hiding behind this self-improvement comfort zone.
The fears, insecurities, limiters are real you guys! We have to be not just aware of them, but we have to say Fuck You! And tell our subconscious to shut the hell up!
I’ll tell you what Dawn said to me that day, 2 things that hit deep and I love you so much for holding the mirror and space for me, lovely!
- “How you show up in 1 part of your life, is how you show up on many levels….”
- “I see future posts coming up…”
Here is 1 such post, dedicated to you! 😉
We all need lovely friends like Dawn, who kick our asses sometimes, or are willing to ask the hard questions in love, and hold space for us! I am so blessed to have these friends!
Gratitude for women who love and support other women!
I hope that you will come back and see how my site is coming, as it is obviously still under construction. I am also doing much behind the scenes with putting my services out so publically I am updating all the details! The site will be worked on as quickly as possible so that I can create super high-quality content for you!
And I will be updating on my new vision/purpose for children….stay tuned!
With so much love & gratitude for your time!